A New Year
I feel myself growing as a person, realizing who I am and who I want to be more and more. For the first time in years I am on my own, taking care of myself with the help of close friends and people I can trust. When you have a significant other like I have for so long you forget that there are more people in the world and I haven’t been taking advantage of the amazing people that I come in to contact with each day. My goal for this year is to accomplish something I can be proud of, something that will take me one step closer to feeling better about myself. A life is a terrible thing to waste, I am capable of so many things. I am working towards not concerning myself with things and people that do not matter. I want to be content with being alone, I want to work on loving myself before I try to love someone else. All of the time and energy I have put in to past relationships is now going to go toward me, I am being selfish for a while, I can’t expect anyone to love me if I don’t even love myself. I need to focus on the positive and move forward. I have so many thing to be thankful for, it’s time I start recognizing them.
